numbness

sometimes when you sit down and think about your life, do you realise that there is no one there in your life whom you can really have a heart to heart chat with? Someone whom you can share all your deep down feelings with?
I need a break from this world of mine where no one appreciates me.. i hope to go somewhere where there are people who makes me see happiness!
Fot the first time in my life I was shouted straight at my face to shut up by someone whom is closest to me.merely hurt can't fully describe how much pain i went through. I cried to the point that i felt as though my heart is bursting out of my chest.. i was crashed to pieces.but sadly, life still has to go on no matter how..
will i still be able to face this person like before as though nothing happened? I don't know about the future, but i know I can't do that now..

dreams/
love
rainbows